So things are coming to a head. The people that never new about her and I are starting to find out. And they're just gonna have to get used to it. K and her had, I dunno, a moment I guess I'll call it, last night. But each time anything comes up all that matters to me, and I always find out this, that shes been thinking of me. I know some people would freak out, for some it might even be the end of things but sh was with K for so long that things probably just seemed familiar.. familiar can be safe sometimes. With me she doesn't know exactly what shes getting, its scary sometimes but even still in the end she chooses me. How can I be mad at that? Thats all I want is for her to choose me, not becuz its some kind of contest but becuz I love her and want to be with her. I honestly don't think something like last night will happen again either. I think they both came to the realization that its really over between them. Im not saying that is going to make me happy cuz I know it won't make her happy at first. All I can do is be there for her and I know in the end shes going to be happier cuz Im going to do everything I can to see that she is. Which really isn't all that hard becuz we make each other happy. How can we go wrong? :)
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k so I've kinda forgotten that I was gonna keep up with this thing. LOL ah well Im here once again and I'd like to talk some more about my most favorite person in the whole wide world.. Sarah. Ever since I've met her she's been nothing but the smile on my face each and everyday. Shes the most amazing person I know. Her heart is so big I don't know how she keeps it in her chest. Even when shes down I know its becuz she's thinkin about someone else and stuff that they're going through and worrying about them and not herself. Im sure she worries about herself too but I know the things that are bugging her the most are the situations that are troubling her family and friends.

- Everyone goes through ups and downs... you have to get past the bad stuff to find the good stuff. But once you are there you realize all the bad stuff is so small compared to the goodness in life. The bads might seem long while you're in'em.. but once you're out of them it seemed like such a short period of time. Look for the good in life even when you're down and the bad things won't even be a memory soon enough.

I know when we're together again tonight things will seem alright.. and I'll smile at you.. and you'll know you put that smile there.. and you'll smile for me. Just wait and see..

:) <3