I've deleted old posts, I'm making a fresh start with the blog thing with a new outlook on life. It's all due to MY Sarah. The one contstant in my life that always seems to make me smile, even when I don't feel like theres a smile to give.
I'm not saying everything is now perfect.. but Sarah is. It still saddens me how people can't see us together simply because of my physical limitations. It also saddens me that people think that she'd just be with me because she feels sorry for me and wants to take care of me. Feel sorry for me?.. Hell no she doesn't lol. She pushes me to my limits in what I can and can't do. She doesn't baby me like some people have in my life. She's an amazing woman that is pushing me to be everything I can be and more. Something I've needed in my life as of late. Does she want to take care of me?.. I hope so.. I hope that she wants to see me healthy and happy.. I hope that she'll do everything she can to make me happy.. as I will do the same for her. I want her to be everything she can be and more and i want her to be happier then she ever has before.. yes I want her to take care of me..and I want to take care of her. If people think that is a reason against a relationship.. I think they have it backwards.
Sarah and I fit so well together. We laugh at the same things our sense of humour is very similar. We care about the same things in life and both want to succeed. We both have the same passion for life and people.. we hate to see people hurting and will do everythign we can to help someone out in a bad situation.
When we love to spend our time together. Even when we're not doing anything we're happy to just be together. I think when you find that one person whos eyes you can get lost in and just be content.. thats the person you are meant to be with.
People can say anything they want.. give any reason they want about why we shouldn't be together. But it doesn't matter.. physical.. pyschological.. any reason someone wants to give about why we shouldn't be together won't matter to us. I know how Sarah feels about me.. even if people think they know what she herself is thinking.. they don't have any idea. We know each other inside and out.. even in the relatively short period of time we've known each other.. it feels like its been forever. I know she is happy with me.. and I am completely.. entirely happy with her. How we feel about each other is all that matters.. and what anyone else thinks they know.. doesn't matter.
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